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From Pete
I first discovered the joys of jerking off while working in the school holidays at the main post office of our town. Sixteen year old school kids like me were employed to assist sorting of the avalanche of Christmas mail. I found myself in the staff toilets feeling very strange but nice and started to rub my penis in my hands like you do with a stick trying to start a fire. The feelings grew more intense and suddenly there was a small amount of cum on my hands. I guess i sat there for a while wondering what had happened although I really knew. That working day was the longest ever and I could not wait to get home and try again.

From Silkboy
The first time I ever remember masturbating was around the age of 6 or so, using a beautiful silk scarf which belonged to my auntie. It was a large, colourful square made of satin-like material and I got a tremendous erection when I began to rub it over my penis, feeling the smoothness of the soft, cold fabric sent me wild and as a result of this, I have a strong fetish for silk scarves till this day.

I masturbated with the scarf as often as I could, then as I grew older, I included scarf masturbation into my sex life with my girlfriends, doing it to them as well as in front of them, and watching them stroke and rub their pussies with scarves. Not all of them were into it as much as me, but I can not recall one that wouldn't find it at least a bit pleasurable. 

Scarf masturbation and sex has followed me throughout my adult life and I think that it is one of the most erotic things that can be.

From Roger E
I can remember feeling what I now know to be sexual frustration from about the age of 7 or 8. And I did enjoy humping against pillow or my teddy from about that age too. I then read about masturbation in a sex education book and tried it around the age of 9 but didn't seem to get the idea to rub hard or persistently enough.

But I got increasingly frustrated over time and remember spending hours one day in the summer holidays round the back of a shed staring at my cock.

A few months later, maybe I as 10 or so, I tried again one night and got going really hard. The excitement was unbelievable but even so I couldn't quite believe it when some fluid shot out. I remember feeling in the dark with my fingers to check it was slippery. It was ...and did it feel good when I spread it round the head. There was just enough cum to cover the head (I'm circumcised), and my cock was still quite small (3-4 inches) so that can't have been much. So I guess I was only just ready for it physiologically. It turned the light on to look at this miracle and the cum was milky but a bit clearer than it later turned.

The main feeling was overwhelming relief from frustration, but I wanked every day as soon as I got from home from school that week and sometimes again later that night. I had raw patches on my penis a few days later, but it was worth it.

I'm married now, and although sex with my wife is great as far as quality goes, quantity is sadly lacking and I guess I probably have 5 or 10 times as many orgasms without her than with.

From Chris
I was at a cousin's house for a sleep over. We talked/wrestled for a while as we couldn't go to sleep, we had the blanket over us. He said don't look under the cover, but i did and saw his penis. He said let me see yours but i was shy and just brushed it off.

The next morning, we were alone and he said let's play doctor. So I lay done on the bed he came over unzipped my pants and he grabbed my penis and began to look at it, and it became rock hard. He then unzipped his and we touched one another's, as that happened we heard a noise and ran...we never talk of it.

From Anonymous
The first time I orgasmed was when I must have been about 11 years old. I had just moved into a new house about 4 months earlier and was having difficulty fitting into my new school, so I took a fair few days off. However, on one of the days when I actually was ill (well, a little sniffle cold), my mum told me to go upstairs and lie down. So I did just that and fell asleep. When I woke a couple of hours later, I could hear my mum talking to her friend downstairs, so I decided to stay up in bed until she left. 

Lying in bed on my stomach I started thinking about girls from TV, movies and school. While thinking about the girls, almost instinctively, I began to rub my penis against the bed mattress, rubbing it upwards and downwards, and side to side so I was kinda like rocking. As I continued to do this, I began to feel a very nice tingling feeling down below. So I carried on rubbing even harder and faster, but had to stop now and then because I was becoming tired. However, I kept on rubbing and soon felt an amazing feeling on tingle and tickle, like I was going to pee or explode down below. I quickly rushed to the bathroom, standing over the toilet preparing to go for a pee but nothing happened. I saw hardly any liquid (im guessing I wasn't biologically ready to spurt out any cum at that age) and my penis then became soft slowly and sensitive to touch.

 From that day forward I continued these actions, also doing it in the bath which was fun with the steam, until I started wanking properly with my hand. Its a great memory which I don't think I will ever forget.

From Don
I can't resist this 'tell all' forum. I think I need to distinguish between 'first masturbation' and 'first orgasm'. The masturbation went on for many, many years before I developed the physiology to come. Even as an infant (less than three) I was intensely aware of erections, how to get them, and how wonderful it felt to stroke them. I grew up on remote farms but got a solid sexual education from watching farm animals and from neighboring farm boys and girls who were all as sexually aware as I was. We all compared erections and did plenty of group and couple 'pretend fucking' with the girls, with minimal to no penetration.

Then the moment! I was 12 and alone in an upstairs bedroom reading a physiology book and looking at drawings of female genitalia. I had gotten hard, had my pants off, and was using the first two fingers of my left hand to gently stroke the head of my cock on each side of 'groove'. All of a sudden I felt an amazingly and wonderful sensation and in seconds my cock begin wonderful spasms and shot cum for several feet. I was first convinced I was dying (maybe due to some punishment from God), but, on realizing I was still alive I could not wait to do it again. I was way disappointed that I soon lost my erection, but trust me I was able to find it again, and again, and again. 

It took me only a few days to demonstrate my new found prowess to some neighboring farm girls who were delighted at watching, but disappointed in my inability to repeat on cue! Such is life.

From William
AmandaB's message [see AmandaB's entry below] about climbing poles was great to read. As a child then as a teenager this was my main way to masturbate always in secret, as I felt this was very abnormal. I just loved to climb on banisters and rub up against them with my body in tension and my thighs wrapped tightly round a pole, rope, edge of a door etc. 

School gym was best that long rope was great. Now as a middle aged man I still enjoy all these sexual things but I just wished I could meet a girl who had the same desires as this. I never dared tell past girlfriends about this fetish for fear of rejection.

It's my biggest fantasy to share these experiences with the opposite sex, Amanda's story gives me hope that one day I might meet a girl who could share my passion. It also keeps you very fit as this requires strength and stamina, but the pleasure it brings beats any exercise technique I have tried. Reading other peoples stories made me more aware that my fetish is more common than I would have suspected.

From Emma
I'm not really sure when I first masturbated. When I was 8 or so I used to have what were essentially bondage dreams, of a giant tying me up and planning to eat me, and I'd wake up with a warm feeling between my thighs, which felt more pleasurable when I rubbed them together. A couple of years later I would stand in front of Jacuzzi jets to get a similar kind of feeling.

From Cara
Well I have one that was incredible, for me to watch. It happened when I was seventeen and alone at home on a Saturday afternoon. We lived in a nice suburban area without much excitement. I was upstairs in my parents bathroom and looked out their side window which had a direct view of the back yard next door. The house was owned by a friendly lesbian couple. They had an in ground pool with a tall stockade fence around the yard. From the window I could see the couple and one of their friends talking around a table. The couple were both wearing bathing suits the friend was dressed in summer clothes.

Marty, one of the ladies from the couple started spreading blankets on the ground as though they were going to have a picnic. When finished she sat down by the table and her partner stood up and removed her bathing suit. The other woman removed her clothes and they walked over to the blankets. Both women looked really busty, full figured, and equally strong. In fact, I had never seen such large, heavy breasts. They got on their knees facing each other and began a very intense struggle. While they fought breast to breast the other neighbor, Marty began to masturbate.

It became clear to me that they were putting on a show for her as they continued to roll around the blankets trying to control each other. As their big breasts smashed together Marty continued to masturbate and pleasure herself. In the end it looked as though Marty climaxed and the two women were winded from their long struggle. The women that fought got up slowly kissed and hugged each other while I watched quietly through the window.

I went to that window many times over the next couple of years but that was the one and only show. However, I've masturbated to the memory on several occasions.

From Anonymous
I first started masturbating around the age of 10. I was at my grandparents house and my penis was soft and for some reason I put it in the pillow. It got hard as I rubbed, then after a little while I felt so much pleasure. I now masturbate 7 or 8 times a week.

From David
I was a late bloomer. I experienced my first masturbation with orgasm at age 17. I had been having "wet dreams" for sometime and had heard locker room talk about "jerking off", etc. but had never done so until one spring Sunday afternoon. 

I was at my grandparents' fishing pond at the back of their large farm away from everyone. The sun was warm but the air still had a certain coolness. I stopped at the edge of the pond and suddenly found myself in need of taking a wiz. I unzipped my pants and let my seventeen year old member loose. When I finished relieving myself, I was rock hard. I said out loud that I was tired of having these hard erections and I was going to "beat my meat". I sat down on the pond bank with my pants fully down. The warm grass was somewhat erotic to my anus as I moved around. I had never done this before but started stroking my member faster and faster. The feeling was indescribable. I felt this pressure building inside and WOW! I exploded catching the white creamy fluid in my hands.

I then became very nervous not realizing that this was suppose to happen. I thought that I had hurt myself. As I was zipping up, I found myself nervously looking around to see if anyone saw me. At that moment, I thought I was the only one who knew about this and what I had just done. I was thinking of telling my dad, but as I walked back to the house, I decided against it. (I am sure he knew. Maybe the farm pond was his first place too.) Needless to say, what I discovered that day has been most useful in my twenty years since. Even after marrying, I often find myself having a wank session whenever the thought of the farm pond comes up.

From Brenda
This wasn't my first but the memory is with me to this day. I was spending a week at my cousin's house during the summer when it started. I was a very developed, curious, 15 year old virgin. My cousin Tara was a bold 16 year old that seemed much more experienced. I always found her to be sexual as she walked around her bedroom in her bra and panties. I remember realizing that she was my only friend bigger busted than me. 

One night while getting ready for bed she walked up behind me cupped my breasts with her hands and started playing with them as she playfully asked me my bra size. I did not resist as she continued to firmly fondle. She then turned me around and asked to see them. Without any hesitation I took my bra off and showed her. My heart was pounding as she asked if I was interested in seeing hers. Of course I said yes and she removed her bra. This was the first time we saw each other topless and we both just took it all in. 

She then took control and moved me toward the bed. Within seconds we were nude and pleasuring each other. We kissed, and played with each others boobs & ultimately we used our hands on each other, both climaxing. The mutual masturbation and breast play went on almost every night until I went home. That was the last summer we spent time together but I'm sure we both share an erotic memory.

From Anonymous
The first time I masturbated it was by mistake when I was ten. I was wearing underwear that was getting old so it didn't hold things in as well so there was fuzz from my sweatpants on my cocks so I was washing it off.

Well it felt good so I kept right on going till I blew. I didn't know what had happened but figured it out a few months later and have been doing it as much as I can ever since.

From Mike
The first time was like Niagara Falls. I had no idea that a penis was not more than the device to pee from. I was a freshman in high school and was in PE, having to do a rope climb. I was determined to make it to the top, but about half way up, I really had to strain to give it all I had. Hand over hand, rope spiraling between my legs, locked on my foot. I don't even remember having an erection, but the heat that traveled through me was the most amazing feeling I had ever known....

From Sam
I was 13 when a friend told me what masturbation meant. I couldn't wait to get home and try it in the bathtub. I had never experienced such a hard on! When I came, that was the beginning of many pleasure filled hours. Sometimes I would dress in my sister's bra and panties.

Ten years later I was married to a very sexy woman. In spite of an excellent sex life, I still managed to masturbate about once a week. When my wife died a couple of years ago, I continued to masturbate; sometimes to porno tapes or cds. Now at 85 yrs old, I can only come about once a week, but the pleasure is prolonged over a longer time, sometimes 40 minutes of so.

Sometimes I use a butt plug, plain or vibrator type. Also, I occasionally wear sexy black thigh-high nylons and a black slip or teddy. Things experienced when we are young have a way of returning.

The only woman I ever had intercourse with, was my wife of 62 years! We were very sexually active until she came down with Alzheimer's at around 75. Since then I have been content with self-gratification.

I approve of this column, and encourage men to share there experiences with others. I am a firm believer that all types of sex are OK for the marriage bed.

From Anonymous
From about 11 or so on, I had tried occasionally humping a pillow, fingering myself, etc., but just couldn't "get there." One time, I got tremendously excited but got scared just as I started to feel something. Finally, in my senior year of high school, I was in my bathrobe one morning and looking out the window. I was leaning forward slightly, and the feeling of my breasts against the robe began to arouse me. I went into my bedroom, kneeled on the bed, leaned forward, and began to finger myself. This was the first time I'd tried it this way. I kept it up and eventually I felt a throbbing sensation. I wasn't quite sure if that was "it." 

However, I had discovered something fantastic! That week I kept with it—rushing home from school some days—and within short order, I felt a real orgasm. Now I usually use a vibrator or get under a water stream (both of which give mind-blowing orgasms!).

From Dave
I discovered masturbation at roughly age 13. Five or 6 of us used to hang out in the woods behind a guy's house. Artie's cousin decided he wanted to show everybody what he'd found he could do. He dropped his pants and underwear and sat down, leaning on a tree stump. He pumped his erect penis for a minute or two, tensed up and ejaculated all over his hand and clothes. We were all appropriately impressed and immediately went home to jerk off ourselves. It worked great.

From Luv to Masturbate
I remember getting a hard on climbing trees when I was four or five. I'd have my legs wrapped around the tree and it would be rubbing against my cock and suddenly, I'd have to climb like hell to get to the next branch. This wonderful feeling would come completely over my body. I didn't realize that it was an orgasm, until later on. I was so young I thought this only came from climbing trees, but when I was seven I was laying in bed one night and pulled on my blanket, it rubbed across my cock and it immediately got hard. I put the blanket over my cock and start pulling back and forth. I remember this feeling incredible and I kept it up until I came. After that I used to masturbate every night, sometimes two or three times a night.

From Anonymous Male
I think my first experience happened when I was in the 3rd grade. I knew nothing about sex. In fact, I was always afraid to kiss my grandma for fear of making her pregnant.

While watching television, pretty actresses who wore high heels attracted me. My curiosity increased to a point where I began wear my mother's high heel pumps along with my jeans, shirts and socks. I only did this around the house when my parents were not home.

One day, I got tired of standing and walking in 3" high heels but did not want to take them off yet. So I laid on the floor on my stomach (prone). Soon I noticed that the pressure against the floor was causing me to achieve a pleasant sensation around my private part.

For some unknown reason, I had an urge to drag myself along the carpeted floor. The rubbing sensation my private part felt through my pants was also pleasant and increasing in intensity.

Suddenly, I felt something flowing out of my private part. I figured it could not be urine since I had no full bladder sensation. I became worried thinking I had done something bad to my body and would require medical attention.

I was initially afraid to examine the wetness in my underpants. But after a short time, I went to the bathroom and checked. Instead of yellow pee, I noticed a creamy white substance. I had no idea what it was. I figured that if pain would develop, I would go see a doctor. But since there was no pain, I figured that what I did was nothing to be concerned about.

Since this experience was so pleasurable, I repeated it many times throughout my innocent youth even though I had no idea of what I was doing.

From Steve
Yes I can remember the very first time I masturbated. I was 13 and had always been curious about my penis. When I would touch it, it would start to get hard. The more I touched it the better it felt. So one day I went for a walk alone in the orange groves behind our home and got naked. Then proceeded to play with my penis till it was nice and hard. The more I stroked the better it felt, but when I climaxed, it actually scared the hell out of me. I just knew that I had shot all I had and now would never be able to give a woman children! Boy was I ever wrong! But when I climaxed, it was the best feeling I had ever had in my life to that point.

From dcsl
I started masturbating (although seldom) at around 8 or 9, but I never got to having an orgasm until I was 18. I put my clit directly under running water, and whoa, it was an explosive orgasm. Now I do it four times a week.

From AmandaB
I thought I was the only girl that would spend a lot of time climbing poles. Like some others I have read about, I would just start climbing. Somewhere in there I would get this tingly feeling. I was a little scared and didn't know quite what was going on. That was when I was 10 or so.

I don't know what came over me, but started to shinny up the pole again. I just kept shinnying and the tingle started, and the more I shinnied, the better it felt. By then I was at the top of the pole, so I slid part way down and started back up. By squeezing my legs and shinnying slowly, I stayed at the top of the pole using my shinnying motion until I got the incredible sensation that I learned later was an orgasm.

From Holly
The first time I masturbated I was 13 and discovered our family room TV had free porn. I watched it once, and was really turned on and automatically started feeling my pussy. I felt a sensation all over my body, and it was a frightening feeling. The next day after school, I put the porn back on and watched two naked girls give two naked men sexy lap dances. I lay on the floor and took off my skirt and started feeling myself. I moaned at the sensation that soon followed.

From Suzie
I was glad to read Zippy's submission below - now I know I'm not alone! I too was very young when I discovered pleasant sensations in the lumpy bit at the front of my private parts. I think I discovered it properly with the girl from next door, when we were both about six or seven. We'd been left alone in a play tent in the garden and were touching each other, entirely innocently (we were too young to be anything other than innocent), when we discovered that that particular part of our anatomy felt good when we touched it. 

From then on I used to play with my clit quite often, and had some sort of orgasm too - I know I used to get a nice feeling if I did it for long enough. I used to even do it at the back of class if no one was looking I loved it so much. I was so innocent I think I even told my mum about it! Then it was sex education time and I discovered what I was actually doing! 

In my teenage years I started to have much wilder and more complex fantasies and masturbate more often - more than two or three times a day sometimes. And nearly every night before I went to sleep - insomniacs should really give it a go! Since my partner found out that I like to do it he likes to watch me. But he knows that I do it on my own, 'in secret' too, and he loves the idea. 

Sometimes I still do it as much as I did when I was 15! My fave places are in bed before sleep and in a nice hot bath. I nearly always fantasise that someone is watching me do it - I've had that fantasy almost from the beginning.

From Zippy
I don't remember the exact age, but during grade school, I know I always felt great tingling sensations "down there" when I rubbed on things like the slide pole on the playground or my bedpost if I laid against it just right. I would sometimes get turned on if I put my stuffed animals in my underpants or undershirt & walked around like that, and especially if I rolled around on a playground ball, but I didn't understand why. I just liked the feeling of being pressed up against something lumpy, and I did notice that my crotch lips would get swollen sometimes, although this scared me and I thought I was doing something wrong and hurting myself. Every time I made myself feel like that, I would promise never to do it again afterwards.

Probably around the age of 9 or 10 I would fantasize & touch myself but I wasn't having orgasms...this one time, though, I was just laying on my bedroom floor, feeling very relaxed after having gotten all horny, and all of a sudden out of nowhere I had a tremendous orgasm. I didn't know what happened and was completely stunned, but it felt so good. I jumped up and ran in the bathroom and looked at myself with a mirror, and there was all kinds of sticky stuff coming out of my swollen pussy. It dawned on me right then what had happened, and suddenly all the confusion seemed to lift away. 

After that I did it all the time, usually every night (it was a great way to relaxed & get in the mood to fall asleep), and a lot of times I did it 3-4 times a day, even more. I remember when I got older in high school, I had some (girl) friends who still had never masturbated, and I couldn't conceive of never having touched one's self for so many years! I also felt sort of embarrassed and out of place that I had been doing it for so long and wondered if there was something wrong with me. 

When I got older I didn't care, it was their loss. I think some girl's sex drives are just as strong as some boy's...not everyone is alike but you can't lump everyone into one category an say they're all one way or another.

Now I'm happily married 11 years, and even though we have a great sex life I still sometimes just want to do it alone with myself. My husband and I will watch each other sometimes.

From Billy
It's a little embarrassing to admit but I was 18 the first time I masturbated. Oh, I had been sneaking peeks at porn magazines since I was 13 or 14 and had been having wet dreams for years by then. But that summer I was working part time and home alone often. One afternoon I was lying on the couch watching soap operas (some of those ladies were hot) and I began rubbing myself through my shorts. 

I was nice and hard and a bit uncomfortable so I pulled my shorts off and began rubbing my hard cock against my leg slowly and it felt nice. Soon my boxers came off and I kept rubbing my cock against the inside of my leg as the feelings I was experiencing increased, reminding me of the feelings I had in my wet dreams. 

Then suddenly I had this really deep great sensation and my butt muscles tightened and my body tensed as I began to spasm and I shot cum all over my leg. I was shocked and amazed. Well that night I masturbated in the shower and again the next day and have been enjoying self stimulation ever since.

From Sue
Well I was 11 when I first discovered my clit. I would rub it and it felt so good. I had a girlfriend and we would play dress up. She was a little older and had tits. We decided to play with flimsy scarves one day, she laid on the bed and I draped and caressed her tits with the scarves. I never actually touched her although I would of liked to. I went home and really fingered my cunt. 

Well I have been playing with myself ever since. I have had many male lovers and am happily married to a man who loves my beautiful tits and loves to fuck me everyday. I am so glad I had that early arousal of fingering and playing with my friend and looking at her naked.

From Nate
I guess I was 11 when a friend told me that it felt good to put Vasaline on your dick and stroke it. I tried it that night and came to my first orgasm.

From Tuby
Mine was when I was taking a bath and I soaped up my penis and it felt good and I was stroking it and all at once it exploded and I was hooked.

From Da Man
I remember being told by my brother that masturbation was a sin and that I'd go blind if I did it. The funny thing was I didn't quite know what masturbation was. I had never had a wet dream, did not know about ejaculation or orgasm, and the only education I got about sex from my parents was that sex makes babies and you should wait till your married. But I still was clueless. I asked my health teacher what masturbation was and she said it was "stimulation of the genitals."

A little ambiguous but what the hey. I used to get a lot of boners and I'd stroke my cock, thinking I was "masturbating". Well, one day at the end of my freshman year of high school, I applied a little soap to my hand and started going back and forth really fast on my cock. All of a sudden I felt a really good warm feeling like pee and stopped as I knew something was going to come out. I stopped and then peed, seeing a thick yellow-white fluid, realizing that that must be that "semen" I had read about. I felt really bad for a while and swore not to do it again... but I had to give it another try a week later and this time I went all the way. 

I eventually learned and read about stimulating the base of the penis and not just the head and have experienced some really powerful orgasms masturbating that way. But it has never quite felt like those first two times!

From Rocky
I was thoroughly enjoying a fresh shower at the age of 12 or 13 when I discovered that my under carriage really enjoyed being cleaned. I must have lathered up and gently stroked my enlarging penis a dozen times before I hit the point of no return and noticed the burst of sperm.

I had never heard about anything like this before and I was sexually naive enough to believe that I had discovered a truly wonderful secret of the universe that could help advance science and thrill humanity! I'm quite fortunate that I started asking a few questions and doing a little research before I approached my algebra teacher to tell her about my remarkable discovery!

From Me
I was about 13 years old and me and my cousin also liked playing "house" and touching each other and then I didn't see her for a while and I wanted pleasure so I would lay on the couch and pull my pants down and rub the remote up and down slowly and then speeding up the pace. It is awesome for solo sex.

From Kat
The first time I masturbated, I was probably 8 or 9. I was lying on the couch with a blanket tangled up around me. I rolled over onto my stomach and found that a section of the blanket was rolled into a bulge beneath me. I felt a new, pleasurable sensation with the mound rubbing against my clit. I moved around and pressed myself against the blanket. I eventually orgasmed, although at the time I had no idea what had happened. I knew that I liked the feeling, though, and continued to use pillows to masturbate. 

Thankfully, I also came to discover the joys of water one day when I decided to use the shower head to run water over my clit. Unfortunately, we no longer have a detachable shower head.

From Ka
I remember the first time I had ever experienced an orgasm. I was in high school and secretly went in my girlfriends bedroom and was on top of her. We were "humping" with our clothes on as we kissed. Her name was Staci. She was so hot and that was the first time that I had ever felt breasts and a hairy cunt. It was such a turn on... But as I was getting the sensation that I was going to have an orgasm I had to get up and go to the bathroom. I didn't understand what the feeling was. Kinda felt like I had to pee. 

When I came back she said she was scared and thought I went to put on a condom. We didn't have sex that night, but almost. Shortly after that I came to learn that it was natural and a great feeling. Soon after that, I began to pleasure myself when I was not able to get sex from her as often as I wanted.

From Ross
I was 12 and I was playing with myself, nothing came out of the tip at all. But when I hit 13, when I masturbated a clear liquid came out. Now I shoot streams of cum. It's great.

From Anonymous
I remember my cousin told me that you can feel what sex was like when you aren't really having it. I was 11 years old and one night I thought about what he told me (rubbing the penis) and I tried it and it there was a tingling feeling down there and I kept going. After trying it for several nights I got accustomed to it and started having orgasms without actually ejaculating. By the time I was 12, I started ejaculating and it felt soo good.

From Joe
I was 15 when I discovered masturbation by accident. I was babysitting. The lady was hot looking in a tight silver dress that showed lots of cleavage. Later when the kids were asleep I was in the basement. I started fantasizing about her and I got a boner. I pulled down my jeans and started rubbing and squeezing it. A sensation I had never felt came over me. It got better and better. Suddenly white stuff flew out of my penis. I was astonished! After that I started stroking to SI swimsuit issues. I still get hot remembering these first times.

From Marc
The first time I was aware that I could jerk off was when I was 12. I was playing with my dick and thinking of Doris Day in her night gown. This started to feel better than it ever had before. I turned over on my stomach and started humping the sheets, all the time thinking how I was fucking Doris Day. Then I blew a hot load on my sheets. I was pretty amazed that I could do that. Also it felt so dame good! 

I took to jerking off all the time. I even saved my cum in a jelly glass under my bed. Until my dog got at it. I am 49 now. I still get off once a day. It is a great stress reliever. Often my wife will jerk me off prior to sex. I can last longer in the saddle that way. And she is so cute jerking away at me!

From Jon
When I was younger, I think about 11, I was lay in bed just fiddling with the strings on my pajamas, and my hands slipped and brushed against my shorts. I felt a tingling, and noticed I was erect (I had already experienced erections before). I stroked my shorts more and if felt really good, so I pulled them down and starter masturbating with my hands. I was masturbating regularly within no time.

From JohnW
The first time? Hard to remember. Let's turn back the clock....Ok, years ago when I was about 9 or 10, I got a hold of some Penthouse's (The magazine, not the place of residence). Anyways, I felt a great tingle down below, which I didn't quite understand until about 2 years later, when I discovered that slowly moving ones hand up and down the penis is pleasurable. 

Since I'm uncircumcised, I couldn't retract my foreskin until recently (I'm rather young), but now that I can, it's great. It's just amazing. When someone has sensitive glans, it just increases the amount of pure ecstasy you receive. Thank god for porn which helped me discover, and thank god for smart parents who didn't mutilate me at birth.

From Still Doing It
I've always enjoyed the fullness and the sensation when playing with myself. Even as a very young child, I would masturbate without knowing what I was doing. About 11 years of age, I was playing with myself when I started feeling some strong and different sensations. The more that I yanked on myself, the sensations became much greater with each yank. I started to get light headed and then it happened. This "stuff" exploded and shot out of me. The building up pressure feeling that I had inside me released. It was nothing that I've ever felt or seen before. I kept yanking until it stopped spurting out. 

I stood there in amazement. This goop was everywhere in front of me. I was certainly confused. I just looked at myself thinking what did you do down there? What a rush. I had nothing to clean up with. My underwear became sticky and gooey as I walked back. But that feeling was great and I wanted to do it again as soon as I could. That was over, well let's just say, that was in the days when gasoline was 19.9 cents a gallon. I'm still doing it in the days of 2.45.9 a gallon. Still going strong....

From Anonymous
My first time was when I was about 12. I had heard from a friend at school about how he put a sock on his dick and it felt really tingly, so I invited a different friend 'round once, and described what we were going to do. We both took our bottom-half clothes off, and lay on my bed.

I remember smelling something, and it was the scent of our cocks. That made me really horny, and I remember looking at his cock. He was amazed to see that mine had lots of hair on it, especially the top.

We started to put the socks on and I was panting a little, we both just stared at each other's dicks. Mine was only about 4 and a half inches, and his was about the same.

Then, all of a sudden, I tried to stand up and the sock slipped. This felt really good. So I grabbed the sock on my dick and started to move it back and forth. My friend watched as I sped up, this felt awesome! The sock fell off, and I looked at my cock. It was really hard, and soaked in precum. My friend said how he could smell it he did the same.

I came first. Streams went all over the bed. I groaned quite load when this happened. He looked at me, and I noticed that he had one hand on his asshole. He shot his load soon afterwards.

From Howard
My first time masturbating was when I was 11 years old and it was a day when I came from home and no one was there and it was near the summer I think since when I masturbated upstairs were it was hot. I striped to nothing and there was a large soft blanket upstairs in a bed that I found good on my skin and when I got on it i began to hump it really hard and fast and my penis was already erected because I had gotten naked downstairs. I was doing it for a long time so my arms were getting a bit tired but it felt really really really good then sooner or later I got to the climax but nothing came out and I thought something was wrong.

But every time I was home alone I went upstairs and humped hard and still nothing came out. But later along the year (I forgot how old I was) when I hump the blanket the sperm finally came out on to the blanket but I didn't know it was sperm until I was over my friends house and he and I stumbled upon what sperm looked like while we were looking at porn and the next time I humped the blanket I knew that I reached puberty and it was sperm.

Then a few months later I started to use my hand to masturbate. Yes I found out all by myself but I didn’t know that it was called masturbating until my 9th grade year when my friend just said it out of the blue and I said that’s masturbating?

From Wesley Hall
Every time I have a wank my penis hurts too much and I feel as though I'm going to die. For this reason, ever since I was 13 and all the others boys were talking about it I have vowed never to masturbate o have sex, and I also find this website offensive.

From Paul
My first time masturbating was when I was about 13. Me and a school friend were mucking about in some woods at lunchtime when he started to talk about wanking off, I didn't know what this meant so he checked to make sure no-one was around and unzipped and got his cock out. He wrapped his hand round it and started pumping his foreskin back and forth, his dick quickly got hard and staring at him pumping it mine soon followed, so I got took it out and started to rub my foreskin just like he was doing with his.

It felt amazing, out in the open air pumping my cock (I still enjoy jerking off outside today), after a while I noticed the tip of my cock was dripping, I looked at his and he was dripping more than me and the pre-cum was all over his hand. Then he let loose with spurts of thick white cum, jerking his hips in time with the spurts.

This looked both new but really turned me on at the same time, all I had ever had were dry orgasms from playing with myself, so I pumped as hard and as fast as I could and soon felt the familiar feeling of the 'plateau' which would stop me but it changed into another feeling of surging ecstasy, just as I thought I couldn't feel any better I climaxed shooting cum across the ground, my legs went weak, I had to steady myself with a tree.

We had a few wanking sessions together but his family left town and I never saw him after that, but he has my thanks for introducing me to the number one hobby.

From SS
My first orgasm/masturbation session occurred when I was 1 day shy of my 14th birthday. For some reason, I became horny as I tried to go to sleep one night. So, almost instinctively, I reached down & began stroking my cock. After a short time, I felt the then-unknown point-of-no- return sensation. Then, a lava-flow like ejaculation took place. The first part of the ejaculate had some dark colors mixed in with it--but then looked normal as I kept coming. After I was done, I sure wanted to do that again!

From JJ
I totally remember my first time, which was eight years ago when I was 14. I had been touching myself for many years prior, but my first orgasm came when I was 14. I was going through puberty and had finally managed to retract my foreskin. Well, one evening, I had snuck into the tv room just down the hall from my bedroom and right next to my sister's room. I turned on the tv and switched to porn.

Of course, the porn was scrambled so you couldn't easily see much. My penis got hard and I removed my pajamas. I lay there on the sofa and began stroking myself. The pleasure grew intense and I eventually blew my load all over my right thigh and part of the sofa. Not knowing what was happening, I quickly covered the tip in an attempt to stop the spurts. Being nervous, I couldn't enjoy it fully.

However, since it was my first time, the orgasm was intense and I've had many more pleasurable experiences since then.

From RobertJ
I don't remember exactly when I first started masturbating. It was around 9-10 years old. I remember realizing I was well endowed for that age and enjoyed seeing it become erect. I began whipping off and having strong dry orgasms.

One day around the age of 13-14, I was jacking off and suddenly I squirted my first cum. By the age of 16, I was jacking off at least twice a day just to see the cum shoot. Of course it felt good as well. At this point, I was proud of the small patch of pubic hair and a dick that had grown to 6 1/2 inches.

To this date, I still enjoy masturbation almost daily. The patch of pubic hair has spread all over the stomach, chest and half way down my 8" dick and covers my large balls. I still enjoy standing nude in front of a mirror and viewing the scenery as the dick grows from a flaccid 5" to an erect 8" cannon ready to be massaged until it shoots a stream of hot cum. What a feeling.

From Anonymous
Well, well...It seems that I am not the only one to have first discovered the joys of masturbation through water. Although mine was at the end of a Jacuzzi nozzle when I was about 11 years old. Needless to say, it didn't take me long to figure out that if the Jacuzzi could give me that much pleasure, a shower head could too. Seriously, ladies, if you haven't tried it, please do. Coming home to a bubble bath after a hard day's work is extra relaxing!

From Don
I remember the first time I masturbated. I was 12 and could not understand the aching within my Privates. 

When I was going to the bathroom, I found my hand playing with my penis and started to rub it up and down. The feeling grew intense and I finally had the most tremendous orgasm. I spouted blood and was afraid I had hurt myself, but the tension was gone and I felt so good. I went downstairs and told my Mother about the blood, but nothing else. She must have known what I had done and she yelled at me. 

Later that day, I went to the movie theater and found myself in the men's room. All I could think about was the great pleasure I had earlier in the day, when I had orgasmed. I found myself masturbating again and was so glad there was no blood involved.

After that, I masturbated daily and although married now, I still masturbate.

From LeLe!
This may seem scary but when I was about umm 10-12yrs. (don’t really remember exact age), I don’t even remember how I thought of doing this but… while in the shower I decided to lay down and spread my legs open letting the shower water spray on my pussy and clit. (Of course at that age I didn’t know what a clit was either) It felt so good when I spread my lips apart! After that I can remember doing it here and there when I could because it was so arousing. Sometimes I felt ashamed but I kept doing it. There were no words to describe how it felt. It just took my breath away. 

From Anonymous
The first time I had found out about jerking off is one night my cousin came over and we went up to my bedroom he said wanna see something so I said sure. He whipped out his dick and started to jerk off he got real hard. He explained to me how to do it and everything. He had like a 7 incher I was like 2 or 3 inches at the time, but now I am 6 inches. And that is my story about my first experience with jacking off.

From Anonymous
I was at a summer camp aged about 14 and all the girls were talking about sex and masturbation. I was already so horny for months, but couldn't figure out what to do about it. Would rub myself with the edge of a duvet - but nothing would ever happen. 

Well at the camp that night, the stories were so sexy, that I was wet and felt all funny 'down there'. In the room with all the girls - we were sitting under duvets and I was sharing mine with another girl - I started touching myself softly over my swollen clitoris and almost immediately had the strongest feeling come over me that made me grunt loudly. This got some attention. 

I'm in my twenties now and still go on church camps, and find the best thing to do is masturbate when they're all in the room and no one can guess what you're doing. That's awesome!

From Rachel
The first time I masturbated I must have been around ten. We had just gotten a take down shower head and I remember touching myself in the shower and finding my clitoris. I wondered what it would feel like if there were more pressure and so I took down the shower head and let the water hit my clit at full blast. I nearly fainted with the pleasure. I remember my knees giving way and falling in the shower, then my mother shouting in to ask if I was alright only for me to give a hoarse little 'yes' and do it again (though after that my clit was very numb and it hurt a little).

From N.A.M
I started to play with my Willy when I was 14. There was nothing much to talk about it but how I discover it was quite interesting. No actual date or months, just a sunny day, I was lying down on bed, reading new purchased comic. For no reason my Willy was hard (didn't have anything 2 do with the comic) and I didn't pay much attention to it either. Then after a while, I yawned and stretched my body, still lying then suddenly a really really wonderful feeling came out from my little buddy. It was so sudden but I still managed to rub it 4 or 5 times with the mattress. I didn't come and the feeling keep fainting away. 

Days after days after that I rub my penis many times but still couldn't have it. Then it came back in a dream, wonderful dream I was having sex with a woman, couldn't remember her face the next morning but till now I can still hear that voice - what are you looking at, put it in me! Funny aye, it must had something to do with an adult movie I found from my dad's secret closet (it was a Jap movie, couldn't understand a word of it). 

One or 2 days after the dream, I did it with my hand! Huge success huh!? First time my face was bright red, seemed like all the blood had only 2 ways to move up my head and down to he penis, my body was stiffen and I was forced to bend down when I came....Interesting story? Nah...I made it up...Oh no I'm serious...Oh ...I don't know.....I masturbated many times after that but none was as good as the first one.

From Nina
I started by accident when I was taking a shower, as I was cleaning I started rubbing to insure cleanliness. It felt really good and I tried it with the shower hose. Soon enough I did it a few times a week, and still do!

From Anonymous
My earliest memory was when I was 10. It was the night of my uncles wedding and the rest of the family were at the reception. I must have been playing with my self for some time because I remember taking my clothes off and started stroking my penis to get hard. I remember looking down - my cock was hard and straight I would guess it was no more than 3 inches long and at that time I had no pubic hair. I put a mirror in front and was curious to see my penis from different angles.

It felt great as it still does and I must have wanked for over 2 hours orgasm after orgasm which were dry.

I did not hit puberty until I was almost 14 as a result I thought I would never ejaculate. When I did go through puberty and semen was coming out I was relieved. Masturbation changed also as my genitals grew and there was more cleaning up.

From Kalliannassa
I remember being in 1st or second grade so like 8/9 and one of my friends mentioned how much more fun/weird/good it was to slide down the poles of the jungle gym really really slowly. Of course this annoyed our classmates, esp the boys who didn't know what we were doing. I found a variety of substitutes for those gym poles when we moved, but it took me about 8 years Valley of the Horses, and high school health class to put most of the pieces together.

I guess by 16 I had my favorite collection of literature and techniques of a sort, but all was greatly improved when I went to college and was in long distance relationship and reading this site. Neither he nor the guy I lost my virginity to ever really knew that much about my habits, not that either of them seemed terribly inclined to care.

My love and fiancée' has mentioned a curiosity, it will be interesting to see if I end up telling/demonstrating before or after he finds this post.

A thousand thanks for such a marvelous area to explore, learn, and recall fond or not so fond memories.

From Sophia
I was hardly sixteen when I started getting the sensation. I was in my deep sleep when I suddenly started feeling my nipples getting harder. I put my both the hands on my virgin breast and started squeezing them, it twisted my nipple so hard that I was hurting myself but was still enjoying. I removed my panty and was in search of something pointed to pierce it in my pussy. I got a banana, I simply put it inside my pussy and started squeezing my nipple. Suddenly some liquid started coming out of my nipple and pussy I was then satisfied and repeated whenever required.

From Manuela
It happened to me when I was 10 years old. I used to sleep with a little pillow between my legs, actually on my crotch. One night I woke up horny and wet and by instinct my fingers finished the work.

Some days later I asked my female older cousin about it. She was 13. She explained me everything she knew about sex and from that day on I have done it very often.

Today I am a 30 years old married woman living an excellent sexual life. My husband is a great lover, but I still do it sometimes.

From Scooter
I discovered both masturbation and my latex fetish at the same time. I don't remember the exact age, but I would assume around 9 or 10. My parents had just put up a simple shower down in the basement that had a smooth vinyl shower curtain around it. I was playing Batman one day and pretending I was in on of the villian's traps and had wrapped myself up in the curtain. (I know it's silly sounding but...) I'm assuming my latent latex desires took control from the scent of the vinyl curtain, and as I was trying to get out of the trap I came to a great discovery. . I got hard and the more I struggled the better the feelings that were stirring.

I don't know if I actually ejaculated anything those times but....I soon graduated to removing my clothes and before wrapping myself up in the curtain and adding some sort of crude lubricant (soap or such, I don't remember). With this method most of the contact came with the head of my penis, and I quickly discovered that that was my favorite part to masturbate.

To this day I still masturbate by softly rubbing the head, and thus bringing myself bigger and more intense orgasms than yanking my whole penis can do.

From Phil
I was 15 years old when I had a orgasm from masturbating. I used to go out into the woods to play with my hard cock before that but I didn't know how to get a orgasm so I often had a erect cock looking at girls in class. One night I was thinking about this girl and I felt a sensation like I hadn't experienced before and my cock felt just sooo good! And then it happened...loads of cum came pouring out of by throbbing cock and into my hand and pubic hair.

Unfortunately I'm am very shy and stayed a virgin all the way through high school and beyond but I sure did masturbate 3 to 6 times a day everyday.

From Dave
I was nervous first time I remember masturbating. I was told it was taboo by my dad. If I can remember that far back, my girlfriend asked me if I did it and when I said No!...she laughed and said I was lying, she had two brothers and they did it all the time! I couldn't wait till I got home and tried it. It was very addicting and I was surprised by the results...

From Paul
It was kind of by accident, but from what the accident was, I quickly learnt about masturbation. I was about 12 when this happened. When my whole family were out to see a concert that I didn't want to see, I discovered where my father kept his porno tapes. I took them out into the lounge room and watched them. I got quite excited, and in one scene, one of the actresses was stroking the guy's cock. I wondered what that would feel like, so I stroked along with the scene until I came. So, it was accidental and exploratory.

From Robin
Wondering if I am the only one who says I had not a clue or even the desire to explore until I had experienced an orgasm with my boyfriend as a teen. However, having them with him, I just knew I had to have more and only then did I figure out my left hand was the lover who just never let me down.

Growing up in a house where privacy was nil I found myself in my basement often enough to look as if I had a fixation on clean laundry...(grin)

From TreSart
Ha! Very interesting. For me I discovered it in gym class, around the age of 8. We had to run this obstacle course and the final thing was to climb a long metal pole. I had the greatest sensations going on down there and wondered what the hell was going on. Got home and played with myself and the wonderful world of masturbation was discovered. Damn, no wonder I have such a high sex drive now!

From Sarah
I think very early on I figured out it felt really good to put a pillow between my legs. That evolved into figuring out exactly what area of my anatomy was more sensitive.

By accident I decided that the application of an electric toothbrush in the nearby area was very exciting. (My first sex toy!) I think I was about 10 or 11 when I had my first clitoral orgasm. Then I was having them several times a day. Growing up in the 'it will make you go blind' kind of environment, I was terribly ashamed to want to have orgasms all the time. I have a diary from back then talking about trying to discipline myself or wean myself off the big O. It never worked. A little time went by and I started to become concerned that I couldn't come with my legs open.

The whole g-spot orgasm thing didn't even become an exploration until I was well into my 20's. I had g-spot orgasms on occasion but didn't realize that I had three other pressure points on my body that could make me come like a rocket.

From Kharessa
I don't remember the first time I masturbated. I know this sounds bizarre, but I don't remember a time when I DIDN'T know about masturbating. My earliest masturbation fantasies weren't even explicitly sexual because I was too young and too sheltered to even have any idea of how sex worked. I used to just imagine another person touching me the way I was touching myself and thought that was all there was to it until I grew older.

From Vinayak
I remember when I was a teenager, I used to think about girls in my class. One day I found that my organ got erect with the thoughts of girls. In the Indian society, sex was never discussed openly those days (40 years back). Later after marriage, I found that masturbation is not as bad as it was read in the books.

My occupation is sedentary work, where physical exertion is low. I always faced problem of insomnia. In the bed I fantasize that I am sucking milky breast of some woman. There after my organ becomes erect, and semen flows. I am unable to sleep without this strange exertion. I am thankful to your website that it allows to share different experiences about sex, without bringing any ugliness.

From Chris
My first wank was at age 13. I knew about sex and erections but didn't really understand the ins and outs of popping my load! I had spent every night for months and months squeezing and stroking my cock - it felt great but I never got any relief. I guess I must have been pretty frustrated but was resigned to the fact that the good feelings as I worked my cock and balls weren't going to build up into anything special. Many a night I feel asleep exhausted with a throbbing boner.

Then one night inspiration struck. I lay face down on the bed, spat into my hand, wrapped it around my cock, and started to pump. As the excitement built up, I felt the pleasure become more and more intense and delicious, until finally, for the first time, my cock pulsed and throbbed and spurted out my first ball draining load. Phew, what a relief! And what excitement I felt at the prospect of being able to do this whenever and as often as I wanted.

As I progressed into adolescence, my masturbation techniques expanded and by my early twenties I was a dedicated and expert whacker off. I enjoyed it on my back, on my front, my side, with lube and without - I really loved the different ways a guy can give himself the relief he needs. A big milestone came when I had my first fantasy about sex with another guy while I whacked off. It felt so illicit but extremely exciting, and I emptied myself of quite a load that time.

Fortunately now in my late thirties I don't just have to rely on masturbation to get off, but it's still a very important and exciting part of my sex life. Nothing beats taking out my cock and beating off. And this longstanding love of masturbation, while an end in itself, has taught me so much about male sexual response that I am definitely lover for it.

From Bob
I adore masturbating and have done it since I was 12, when I felt how good it was go stroke my hard penis and wait until my manmilk spurted out. I love looking at porn on the web and teasing my cock with my masturbation sleeve until I explode with desire. I am going to do it now! Enjoy the best activity known.

From M
I can first remember masturbating when I was 12. I was not sure what I was doing, but I felt good. I did not achieve my first orgasm until I was 13, and then I was addicted. I used to go to the toilet at night with a copy of Mayfair, or what ever and wank until I shot my load.

I am now a once a day masturbator, who is happily married. I have a good wank before I go to work and feel happy all day

From Anonymous
My first time masturbating was when I was reading a book (I can't remember what it was called) and I got to this (to me then) really sexy part and I just had to feel my balls. I rubbed them and eventually my penis came up and I ended up squirting all over my bed.

The only other masturbating memory that has stayed with me for many years was when I was in grade 11. There was this really hot girl who I was friends with. One day I found out that she was moving and she and I decided that that night we met at the pool where I was the only lifegaurd. after I closed up the pool we both stripped naked and I stroked her pussy until she started to pant. Then we both got in the water and used the water jet on both my penis and her clit. Man those were some of my best orgasms ever!

From Anonymous
I discovered masturbation at a very young age, probably just after I had my first period at 11. Growing up in a very straight oriental family where sex was never discusses, I had very little information to go on. All I knew was that if I play with myself in a certain way, I would get a tingling and very pleasurable sensation.

I masturbate regularly, usually with the help of jets of water from a shower. Occasionally I would use a toy either alone or in conjunction with the shower.

I have a better understanding of how I would like to be touched and where through masturbation. I believe self exploration is an important part of understanding one's sexuality.

There are times when I would rather masturbate than have real sex, may be that is more to do with the repetitiveness of the other person's technique than anything else.

Give it a go, if you have not try it!

From Past Midnight Reader
When I was 11 or 12, we had an above ground pool, which of course had a strong jet of water returning from the pump. I used to use it as a back massager, and eventually discovered that it was extremely pleasant to put my penis into the stream. I remember staring at the ants on the ground for ages, with my legs floating off the ground, then my whole body stiffening as a wonderful, cold feeling shot up my penis and spine. My mother once saw me, and told me that they knew what I was doing, and to stop, which was ironic, as I didn't know what I was doing, really.

I never made the connection until later, when I heard someone mention masturbation, and I looked it up in the dictionary, explaining what it was I had been doing. By that time I had discovered ways to masturbate on dry land, although I still snuck into the pool when nobody was home to use the pool jet. I would go and jump in now, except our pool is currently an electric green with algae.

From Ryan
I was about 12 at the time and found that if I tuned my tv just right I could watch Playboy Channel. It was choppy and in black and white but the images of the nude women in various situations was incredibly arousing and I started stroking my cock. After a while of this I noticed that there was something wet in my crotch and, knowing I hadn't pissed myself, ran to the bathroom, sure that I was bleeding to death - only to discover that instead of red the liquid was white. What a discovery that was, and I have been enjoying masturbating (4-6 times a week) ever since.

I also remember before that my dad's new house had a shower that was slightly malfunctioning and put out one strong stream of water from one of the jets. If I laid down and positioned the tip of my penis under that jet after a few minutes I would tense up and then couldn't stand to have the water hit me any longer. Once I realized what was happening I would lay there and let the water hit me and fantasize about girls from school, dirty pictures, and even my step mom catching me and 'deflowering' me. Ah, memories.

From Gordon Haire
I was in an almost constant state of arousal from the age of 10, when I had my first, frightening ejaculation in the summer of '53 on the lush foliage along the bank of Bayou Tech behind my Uncle Carl's house in Houma, La.

I had stopped to pee, then noticed a tick just behind the head of my dick. It itched after I plucked the tick off. Mom had told me to rub, not scratch insect bites, so I rubbed and rubbed and rubbed. It felt wonderfully tingly. And the rubbing quickly became full fledged stroking. Suddenly, it felt like I had to pee again, except that the pressure had never been that intense when I had to urinate.

Thick cottony white stuff gushed out of my dick in one prolonged spurt, followed by three or four spasmodic pumps. It was the most intense orgasm I ever had.

No one had told me about ejaculations. I was afraid that I had injured myself, and that the white stuff was pus. I begged god for forgiveness. I was certain that the condition required medical attention, but I couldn't tell my parents how I had injured myself. I don't know how many times I promised God that I'd never to do it again.

I had two more ejaculations before I got back to my uncle's house. Whenever I knew I would be alone with my cock for five minutes or more, I'd jack off.

Being brought up hardshell Southern Baptist, I was wracked with guilt. I had no idea at the time that most boys my age where chronic masturbators.

From nlj
When I started (forget age) nothing came out. the first time I ejaculated I was terrified cos I thought it was my brains and I was gonna die. The posts here just made me remember that.

From sexygrllll
I didn't start masturbating until I was 21. It all started because of the wild sex I was having with my then boyfriend at the time. He wanted to watch me masturbate in front of him and I was hooked.

One of the sexiest ways I love to masturbate is to take a silk covered pillow case and put it on my pillow, then I bunch the pillow up and straddle it...I love feeling the silk rubbing against my soft pussy. I ride the pillow and the friction feels wonderful against my clit that it doesn't take me long to explode--sometimes I like to buzz a vibe on my ass to enhance my orgasm. I'm single again and well, I'm the queen of solo pleasurings...with and without toys

From Mike
I discovered masturbation at the age of 12. Most of the neighborhood boys were a year or two older than me, and they had recently found out what an erection is for.

The big deal was to get together and watch Dave jack off to his father's Playboy. Soon, all of us would try our hand at it. I was so naive, but if felt good. We never touched each other, but just watched and did ourselves.

I masturbated frequently after that, and finally began ejaculating semen. During those times, there were still the taboos against jacking off, and for years I was wracked with guilt and shame, thinking something was wrong with me.

Then, I found that my girlfriends masturbated. My wife does occasionally late at night. I find it very erotic to wake up feeling the bed shake, and peek over and see my wife on her tummy, humping her hand into a big orgasm.

I masturbate about twice a week now, and enjoy it immensely.

From Anonymous
I started masturbating when I was about 11. My friend, who is quite a bit older then I, worked as a stripper. She told me about sex and masturbation. I decided one day that I would try what she obviously recommended highly. I decided I would use a marker. It was very thin. I remember layin in my bed thinking "wow, no wonder Heather is so into sex!"

My most explosive orgasms come in the bathtub. I get into a position in which I can put my clit under a stream of warm water. I put my clit under the water and sit and wait for the mind blowing orgasms. Water is the only thing to cause me to have multiple orgasm. For all the women who haven't tried water, try it NOW! You will never ever forget the first orgasm you have under water!

From Sunshine
Thought of getting horny that day.. no one was at home. I took a pen, and wrote my name on the penis. The penis grew in size and it began to feel real good. Then I went to the bathroom took some soap and stood under the tap. I began to move my hand back and forth on the penis. And lo! After some time, it squirted a white fluid! It was so hot!

From kunna
I masturbated first when I was 7 or 8. I was taking bath and due to the cold water felt some stirring in my loins. Exploring the result, I turned back the foreskin and tried to recreate the sensation. I was so caught up that my mum came looking 1 hour later. Got a small sermon.

 After that I used to masturbate regularly but with no semen. The best masturbations were when I used to hold my penis in a 4-5 ft high thick stream of falling water. The impact and massaging of the water was so good, I used to shoot semen up to 3 ft away.

Nowadays it is more like 1 feet if I am pretty excited. I first encountered that setup when my family visited a waterfall. Taking a dip while hidden from everybody, I indulged myself in the falling water and that is how I discovered it. The discovery of semen when I was 13 was scary. I used to whack off every night before I slept and morning immediately after I woke up (I usually had a hard-on when I woke up). My sister used to sleep in a different bed in the same room. I wasn't too noisy though she must have known. .

One day after usual routine, I felt all sticky. Mum came in to make the bed and remarked that there was a spot on the bed and asked whether I has spilled water or coffee on it. When she removed the sheets, the odor made clear what had transpired. From then on, I was encouraged to wear my shorts to bed and/or visit the toilet before and after sleep. Those were my first brush with onan.

From Bil
When I was a teenager, I worked as a lifeguard at the YMCA indoor pool. I had no more experience than touching a girlfriends breasts-once. Masturbating was the only outlet for a shy kid. When I closed the pool, late at night, I had the place to myself and found that the jet of water being pumped into the pool could make my penis feel good, then better, and better...

 I was usually in a state of excitement because I had found a stash of Playboy magazines in the supply room and could not avoid them. Just pictures of lovely, naked women was enough to get me excited, making my penis throb and my balls ache. I just could not wait to close up and get the best sex that was available to me. The water jet had enough force that, when I put my dick into the large opening, the rushing water gave me more pleasure than I ever could with my hand. The wonderful hole allowed me to relax with my body flat against the wall, holding on to the side of the deep end, while the water rushing by gave me the most powerful sensations I had experienced (or would experience for some time, unfortunately) in the few years since I had discovered masturbating. The constant stimulation would cause excitement to mount while I fantasized about unattainable women and girls. Nothing could stop or slow the process, and I came, jerking and shuddering within a minute or so!

It was years before a girl put her lips around my penis and gave me the pleasure I got from that water jet.

From MY7770604
My first orgasm from masturbation occurred at age 13. Wow! what a discovery! Nothing had ever felt so good. Though my brother shared the bedroom with me, I continued stroking off to a strong orgasm every night. Until I went to college my bedroom was my only safe place for this activity. I would fantasize each night, as a new discoverer of this pleasure, about a beautiful nice female classmate. She was a nice and friendly person, who for unknown reasons came into a dream I had. Though I had never seen a pussy, I dreamed one night of her lying back naked on a dining table, exposing her genitals and beautiful body for me to see. This sparked my fantasy of being with her sexually.

Though I did not know what fucking would actually be like, I knew that somehow our respective sexual parts were for the pleasure of the opposite sex. I dreamed of entering her with my young stiff cock, and having my way with her. And a part of the fantasy was always the same; I wanted her to enjoy the experience as much as myself, and always imagined that she too wanted to screw with me (though at that time I did not know what the word screw or fuck really entailed.

Over 50 years later (and married to a very sexy lady 15 years my junior) I still relish my hard cock in my hand, as I fantasize about some horny female who would be thrilled to receive a good screw. I am always turned on, more than by anything else, by concentrating upon a very randy, horny female, who is hot and thirsting for sexual joy and fulfillment. Well, perhaps more later. I wanted to lend whatever little perspective I might, by relating something of my masturbatory background.

From Anonymous
I started at 12 my cousin lived with our grandmother once while visiting I discovered his collection of erotic pictures the site of all these naked women got me so excited I couldn't wait to get home so I could rub my pussy on my pillows stuff animals or whatever I could to give me pleasure. Needless to say every visit to grandma's house I searched for my cousins porn materials he had books, pictures tapes, magazines...I once borrowed one of his VHS tapes to take home (of course he didn't know)

I immediately put the tape on when I got home which is when I discovered how good my own hands could feel on my pussy ohhhhhh yesss it was so good I eventually took the tapes back and I now have my very own collection. 20 years later I still masturbate via alone, with my live-in-boyfriend, and I've even masturbated with my best friend sometimes we do each other and sometimes we watch each other, either way is very satisfying.

From Paax
Reading these posts has reminded me of the first time I ever masturbated....I was about 12 years old and reading 'The valley of the horses' by Jean Auel. As I came to the first sexy passage I found myself to be quite turned on and I just had to touch myself. I didn't even really know about masturbation. From memory I came that time and was a bit stunned and didn't really understand exactly what I'd done. I also remember a time when I was almost 13 years old and I was staying at my Aunt's house through the school holidays. On her book shelves there were a number of books including 'the joy of sex', 'erotic massage' and several others. Let's just say I had a very education two weeks.

For my birthday maybe a year or two later I was given a 'squiggle-wiggle writer', a child's toy which vibrates as you draw, I soon discovered an alternative use for this toy and it is still in my possession even now.

Currently I am 'abstaining' out of pure curiosity, I want to see how long I can go without doing a thing, so far I'm up to a month straight (when I first thought to do this I failed miserably within about two days).

Cheers all! And long live self-pleasure!

From Anonymous
I, like everyone, have masturbated for years. In my teens I once masturbated in front of three girls who did not know that I knew they were watching me, well I think they didn't know I knew -- well it was fun for all of us no matter who knew what. It was great and I really exploded. My wife would occasionally stroke me and that was very exciting. There is something about sharing the masturbation experience that is quite exciting. I find almost as much pleasure in masturbating my female partner to an orgasm as the sex act itself, well almost. I am single again and find that chat rooms along with a variety consenting partners is very exciting. I have met many wonderful women this way and knowing we are masturbating together makes it very exciting and very safe. Again sharing of the act seems to make it much better for me.

DM
My first experience was in study hall at school. I was aroused by the girl next to me and came hard. I rubbed myself through my jeans for about 15 minutes. My body began to stiffen then I came for the first time. It was quite messy. I did get away with it. I couldn't wait to get home and do it again (and again and again).

From Midnight Reader
I think I started masturbating at around 17. I would lay in my back yard sunbathing and become very aroused just from the heat of the sun, and pretty soon I'd have to get up and  go inside, to the privacy of my bedroom where I could finger myself into coming. I don't think those early orgasms were very strong (certainly not like the mind-numbing ones I can  give myself 30yrs later) but there was a delicious sense of the forbidden for the good girl I was. And what a great tan I had that summer!

From Sam
I thought I had read and research just about everything about sex. When I read the contributions of some of the men and women here I was skeptical about their reports of having had orgasms at as young an age as 4 or 5 years. I have just finished three hours of research on this on the net and have found that it is quite possible for boys and girls as young as that to have orgasms. Masturbating or what would pass for it then, at even younger ages does not surprise me. I remember frequently getting a hard-on from when I was about 4. I even asked my parents "how come" and I never got an answer.

Until I was about 7 I used to put myself to sleep stroking my penis every night because it felt so good but I never had any feeling of arousal or a working toward a climax. Until today I thought that a boy/man could not have an orgasm without ejaculation. For some reason I was not quite so surprised that the girls/women were able to stroke themselves to an orgasm because they don't (usually) ejaculate.

It was very erotic to read some of these stories. When I was 11 I started having a different feeling in my penis. I can remember really liking girls as far back as grade 1, thinking how nice it would be to hold them close, kiss them and put my hand up their dresses to feel their pussies. My sister was two years younger than I and I had often seen hers and other girls pussies when we used to "play doctor". It was an unconscious feeling unrelated, in my mind to my growing penis that seemed to want to be stroked and pulled on, but I started making subtle passes at girls I liked; hoping to get them alone and "play" with them but nothing ever came of that.

Then I noticed I would get a hard-on when I saw a picture of a good looking girl in a newspaper or magazine, and the same thing happened when I looked at the cute girls in my schoolroom and embarrassingly, it sometimes came up for no reason at all! By this time I had made the connection between the girls/pictures and my erections. I got hornier and hornier and every time I had a chance I was working my cock up down and around but never getting any relief. I knew about ejaculating but I thought that would only happen if I was screwing a girl. A few months later I turned 12 and was getting more and more clued in by talking to other guys but I did not know how to make my penis shoot cum.

Then one night I woke up about 2AM stroking a raging hard-on and I thought to myself I have to do something about this and decided to grab it in my hand and stroke it up and down as fast as I could. All of a sudden it happened. I exploded and was shooting this juice all over my hand, my pajamas and the top and bottom bed sheets. I must have shot 10 times before it stopped and then a few seconds later I had to jerk it again a couple of times - then that all over trembling and I spurted once more. I didn't know what this stuff looked like. was it like urine or blood or what? I grabbed a handful of tissue to put over the end of my penis in case more came out, got out of bed and went over to the wall and turned on the light switch so I could inspect the damage.

I saw that it was whitish sticky colorless stuff and I wiped it off my pajamas and the sheets as best I could and then washed my hands. As soon as I got back into bed I fell asleep and the next morning my pajamas and the sheets were dry but they were as stiff as if they had been starched. I made the bed to cover it up

but when I got home from school that day the bedding had been changed and my pajamas were in the wash basket. Obviously my mother knew what had happened but she never, ever said a thing about it.

From that night on I masturbated at least once and often two or three times a day. Once I wanted to see how far I could shoot so I stopped for two days and then spread newspapers all over the bedroom floor. I lay on the edge of the bed and jerked off and did the cum ever fly. I measured from the bed to the furthest spot of cum on the newspaper and it was 42 inches! Unbelievable but true!

I kept on masturbating once or twice a day for 14 years, when, until I stopped a month before I married. I stopped jerking off then because I thought I should save it for our wedding night. I sure had saved up a load alright. We screwed five times on our first night, and I came in big gushers each time. Finally my wife said "I don't think I can take any more tonight, save some for tomorrow" and we both burst out laughing and fell asleep in each other's arms. It was only a few weeks later when even with screwing every night I was so horny that I had to start masturbating again at least once a day. There have been times over the years when my wife was away for a weekend at a convention or something else, and I stayed up most of the two nights reading sex novels or Playboy and jerking off every hour or so.

To put an end to this story, even though there have been times later in my life when I went for a few days or even a week at times without masturbating, I am sure that in the 60 years since that first memorable night I have averaged masturbating at least once every day.

You do the math!

From TD
I first masturbated in 4th grade. I was in a 4th grade/ 5th grade mixed class. The girls I was fantasizing about had shorts that left the lower 1 or 2 inches of her beautiful round butt exposed. My hand was underneath the desk as I pressed and stroked and fondled my penis in class. This happened more than a few times in class. Then I started doing it at home.

Self masturbation is nothing in comparison to being masturbated by a woman. Me touching myself is not substitute for being touch and masturbated by a woman.

My first time being masturbated by women occurred in a medical assisting class. I frequently wear sexy shorts to class to show off my legs and butt to the women. A married woman told me she wanted to have sex with me. I asked her if she enjoyed the sight of a man's penis. While sitting at the desk facing her, I pulled my shorts down in class and she looked. The woman next to her looked also. They both enjoyed looking at my penis. I then told them both to use their hands and vaginas and stoke and masturbate my penis at the pace they would most enjoy during sex and squeeze and fondle my butt in class. 

Touching and masturbating myself is a poor substitute -- no substitute -- for being touched and masturbated by a woman (or women) doing it.

From Anonymous
I couldn't have been any older than 4 when I first began to masturbate. I'm thinking that I started with a friend because there were two different girls that I would masturbate with. Girls that I know and talk to to this day (I'm 18), but we never, ever mention it and haven't since we stopped. With both girls we would, under the blankets, lay on top of one another and grind back and forth, always with our cloths on. I remember sometimes having an orgasm with the other girls leg between my legs.

From Karen
I became addicted to the feeling that I had during masturbation, and the orgasm that resulted from it, at a very early age, no later than first grade. I would lay in bed, and couldn't resist putting my hand in my pajamas, rubbing my vulvae area (sometimes I rubbed through the pajamas) until the sweet sensation went way, way, way up. I would close my eyes during my orgasm and see stars, and imagine that I had climbed a very high mountain, and was now at the very top (I had no sexual thoughts then at all). 

I would also hump the pillow or edge of the mattress. My mother caught me masturbating a number of times, and was horrified, but I ignored her and kept right on going as soon as she left the room. She used to catch me in the bathtub, leaning against the back of the tub, rubbing my clitoral area with my eyes closed, enjoying the exquisite sensation between my legs.

I am quite shy and am still a virgin, but now I masturbate thinking of guys that I am attracted to, creating erotic scenarios with them in my head, or of different couples making love. I am still addicted to masturbation just as I was at a younger age, but now I always have a sexual fantasy as I'm enjoying it. 

I look forward to my masturbation sessions, and I have one whenever I have a spare minute or the slightest opportunity.

From Bob
I started having full erections real frequently when I was about five. The sweet feeling I had in my dick when it became stiff made me need to hump the sheets, or pull the foreskin back and forth. Or, I would lie flat on my back in the bed, and my favorite way to masturbate when I was younger was to rub the frenulum, where the sweet feeling was concentrated the most, with my thumb or fingertip, and I would have the strongest, most delicious orgasms.

When I was about 11 I began to ejaculate about one drop of semen at the end of my orgasm, and it gradually increased to a few drops, then a little more, and after about one year, I was having adult type ejaculations, gushing several long streams of come. I was so accustomed to having dry orgasms since kindergarten that I was fascinated to see and the feel the ejaculate gush out during my orgasm.

I began to look at porn a few years later, and even though I'm completely straight I would become incredibly excited (still do) when I saw a pic of a guy's penis ejaculating fluid, or to see the streams of semen on a girl's tummy right after his orgasm. I guess I'm just odd, but I still love to masturbate to pics of guys having orgasms (of course, the girls turn me on much more). To see the head of a guy's dick swell and turn purple at the height of his orgasm and to see the semen gush out, and the sight of the semen itself is immensely thrilling to me. I wonder if any other straight men are the same.

From Nicki
I didn't have my first orgasm until I was sixteen. I'd been sexually active since fourteen but, of course, boys don't know what to do yet. I was so frustrated from not ever having an orgasm that I decided that I would try it myself. I was raised catholic so it was scary for me at the time (but not scary enough to deter me). Also at this time, I came to the realization that I enjoyed lesbian porn (though I can't seem to delve into a lesbian relationship). 

I ran a hot bath and grabbed my electric toothbrush. I turned it on and held it underwater (so it wouldn't make any noise and wake my mother across the hall) against my throbbing clit. After about twenty seconds, I felt a warm wave radiate from my clit outward all over my body. I rubbed my breasts with one hand, and let myself experience an intense explosion and arched my back with pleasure. My heartbeat was in my vagina, and the comedown was absolutely lovely.

After that, I did it every day until I met my husband, who licks my clit into an extreme orgasm each night.

From Dawn
I found my parent's copy of Everything You Wanted to Know About Sex, But Were Afraid to Ask. I was 10 and knew what sex was, but hadn't discovered I could bring myself to orgasm. I became absolutely aflame, so hot just from reading the stuff. Reading it into the wee hours, masturbating the whole night through, determined to find the oft mentioned vibrator.

At the time, the closest I could find was a dome shaped foot massager. I'd place it right at the top of my mons and manage to squeeze out tremendous waves of orgasms that I would lull upon for hours.

My sweetest discoveries occurred while working the vibration down my pussy mound and finally hitting the jackpot, finding my clit after several months of just pressing and squeezing against the buzzing. So delicious to melt forever, couldn't wait to go to bed.

From Desiree
I've been masturbating to orgasm since I was a little girl. Since I was very young, I've thought that it was so thrilling and healthy to experience an orgasm (although I didn't know what it was at the time). I've also always thought that it is beautiful to see another person experience the pleasure of an orgasm. It has helped me to empathize with other people and desire for them to experience pleasure, and to rejoice when I see them feel it. My friend and I used to watch each other orgasm as we masturbated when I was just in elementary school - it was so beautiful to see her doubled over from her orgasm pleasure that she gave herself.

My male cousin and I also used to watch each other masturbate when I was in late elementary school. I was enthralled to know that he was experiencing so much pleasure when his penis was erect and stiff, and especially when he groaned during the pleasure of his climax.

I think that the world would be a better place if more people enjoyed having orgasms and didn't feel guilty about it. I masturbated with several of my female friends to celebrate Orgasms for Peace Day. There is nothing more fulfilling than to see another person, especially one you care about, experience that much pleasure. Peace and love to you all!

From Kali
My best friend and I were about six and we used to shimmy up the poles of the swing-sets at the park. We could climb up really high! I remember it used to feel really nice near my vagina in a teasing, frustrating way. Then one day, I kept rubbing and rubbing, and I had my first orgasm, and it was wonderful!

I just knew there was something terrific that was supposed to happen down there! I said to my friend that I'd had the most amazing feeling and started to describe it, and she just looked at me like I was an idiot and said, 'isn't that why we climb the poles?'. We came up with a term for it, "the good feeling". We still joke about it today and we're 30 this year.

From T.J.
I became aware of my evolving sexuality at age 12, in the seventh grade—I had a major crush on a classmate named Latricia. I’d lie in bed at night and think about her titties (the word we all used then!) and my cock’d get soooo hard! And I’d hold it in both fists, and….nothing happened. I didn’t know I was supposed to pump my fists up and down and make myself come that way. (And my fellow Boy Scouts, guilty Catholic boys one and all, were no help.)

My first orgasm was in my sleep, a classic "wet dream" like they described in my Boy Scout Handbook. I was dreaming of women who were wearing baby-doll lingerie with no panties—I remember they were hairy and wet down there. Lying there at their feet looking at them felt good, and I woke up with the inside of my briefs wet with a thick sticky fluid that smelled like….bleach. They went right under my mattress until the big round wet spot was dry!

I had more wet dreams, but didn’t think much of it until about six months later. That night I was lying on my bed, home alone and watching a rerun of Dobie Gillis on TV. I was staring at Zelda Gilroy (the actress Sheila James, who's now something else altogether--but I digress) imagining what she looked like naked. My jeans and shorts were halfway down my thighs, my cock was hard as a rock and I was massaging it and rubbing my balls, pretending Zelda was doing it.

It felt really good, and the feeling just got better and better, centering itself where I was rubbing, and then all of a sudden something exploded inside! My cock jumped and throbbed, and I shot sticky fluid all over my bedsheets, open-mouthed and gasping with the awe and pleasure.

And then it was over….I was still hard as I stared at what I’d done, then said, "Wow, I shot semen!"

From Brian
I started masturbating at about 10. I remember finding some playboy magazines and getting very excited by the beautiful nude women. One day I was in bed and instinctively rubbing my cock against the mattress as I eagerly flipped through the pages. I reached very powerrful orgasms even at that young age. I of course did not ejaculate until I was about 14, but I have enjoyed jacking off very regularly since. 

I have also enjoyed anal masturbation and have discovered the joys of bi-sexual experiences. Although I am married and completely monogamous, I often find myself fantasizing about feeling a cock in my mouth and jacking off to incredible orgasms.

From Kristin
Do I remember my first time? Wow, that would be kind of hard to do. I've literally been masturbating as long as I can remember. Somehow at a very early age my fingers found my sweet spot (which I later figured out was my clit). By the time I was in kindergarten I was rubbing that spot and giving myself at least one orgasm before I went to sleep at night and when I was in the bathtub.

Sometimes when I was in the bathtub my mother would walk in and I'd be lying there with my fingers rubbing over the area of my clitoris and my eyes closed, enjoying the feeling. She'd always tell me to stop, but I'd just keep rubbing after she left until I felt that wonderful, sweet, ecstatic feeling of an orgasm that I just couldn't resist giving myself as often as possible. 

As I got older my orgasms got deeper, stronger, and more rhythmic - my 'adult' orgasms - and of course more adult type fantasies. I can't imagine not masturbating. It's given so much beauty to my life, and helped me to be healthy and happy.

From Charise
When I was 12, my little brother, who was 10 at the time, was having his room remodeled, and had to sleep in my room for a couple of weeks. He slept on a twin bed that was perpendicular to mine, and each night, thinking I was asleep, he would pull the covers off of him and expose a rock-hard erection, and begin to pull the foreskin back and forth over the head of his penis until he had an orgasm. I would watch him with one eye half open so that he wouldn't catch on to the fact that I was awake. 

I was fascinated at how much his penis looked like an adult's (by then I had seen pictures of erect penises and was masturbating absolutely constantly), and how swollen and erect it looked. After a few minutes of pulling the foreskin back and forth over the engorged head, he would put his legs tightly together and let out a long sigh - he was obviously orgasming, but no fluid erupted out of the tip. 

I scratched at my clitoris under my panties and gave myself an orgasm each night as I watched him do that, gritting my teeth as I came so as not to make any noise. It was a very sexy sight that I recreated in my mind as I masturbated after he moved back into his own room. Sometimes I still think of that when I masturbate, as this was the first erect penis that I ever saw, and the first person that I ever saw experiencing the pleasure of an orgasm.

From KB
When I was about 10, I used to kneel in the bath tub, and using both hands pull my well soaped up (at that time uncircumcised) penis from side to side with my hands. I didn't know what I was doing, but man ... the sensation of my hands sliding along the sides of my stiff, soapy cock was great! 

A year or so later, while on an afternoon bike ride with my pal Steve and his older brother Dave (we were riding down a dirt lane out in the country), Dave called out "let's stop for a second, I need to take a piss!" So, we stopped and all stood around a tree, hung our dicks out and pissed. Instead of pulling his dick back inside his fly, Dave started stroking on his tool, which instantly became big and stiff. I felt envious, though I was now (proudly, happily) circumcised just as they were, Dave was sporting a big "teenaged boner", while Steve and I still had "little boy weenies". 

Anyway, Steve followed suit stroking on his dick, so I unzipped again and pulled my own dick out, and started stroking up and down with my hand, just as Dave and Steve were doing. Dave commented "Man, I jack-off every time I get a chance", so I figured that's what we were doing -- "jacking off". Before long white gooey stuff was spurting out of Dave's piss-hole, and Steve and I both soon "came" also, though not with the volume or force that Dave did. I realized this was the same "feeling" I got when I pulled on my cock in the bath tub. 

The rest of the afternoon I steered the conversation back to our jack-off session at the tree, and just by talking about it, I learned a bunch of new words, and figured out a lot about what a guy could and couldn't do with his cock, and man, I've been addicted to masturbation ever since!

From Mimi
When I was 10, my friend, who was the same age as me, told me she wanted to show me how to get what she called the 'ahhh' feeling. We were standing in her room, and she pulled her pants down around her knees - she already had some pubic hair, whereas I was stll slick down there. She started rubbing her clitoris back and forth with her ring and index finger, and I pulled my own pants down around my knees and followed suit. 

She started saying, 'ahhh, it feels so good, ahhh' and as I kept rubbing I realized she was right. She did that for a few minutes, and finally put her legs together tight and got this super-painful look on her face and began to moan and moan, and at the end even began to scream. She was having what I now realize was a super-intense orgasm. Pretty soon I had one too, and moaned pretty loud myself. I've been making myself orgasm with my hand ever since that day. I love it.

From Linda
As strange as it may sound, I learned to enjoy masturbation from a much younger cousin. I had always been kind of shy about touching myself, even though I had begun to be horny off and on after I started menstruating around age 12.

When I was 16, one of my cousins, who was younger, was staying at our house and sleeping in the other bed in my room. One day we were napping, and I awoke to see her laying on her back with her shirt off, exposing her breasts that were nubs that were just starting to grow, and she was rubbing her crotch quite hard over her panties. After a minute she raised her hips slowly into the air and said 'ahhhhhhh' quite loudly, and then lowered her hips slowly back on the bed with a smile on her face. She had just had an obviously strong and satisfying orgasm.

After I watched her do that several times over the course of a week, I told her that I felt embarrassed that I had never orgasmed before - she said that she had started her period that year, and her parents had given her sex-instruction books that included masturbation, and that she enjoyed doing it immensely. She told me that if I removed my underwear that she would show me how she usually brought herself to an orgasm. We both sat with our backs against the wall on my bed, and after I pulled my knickers around my thighs, she proceeded to rub the shaft of her clitoris in between her index and middle fingers, kneading and rolling it between her fingers, the rest of her hands resting on her pubis that had just a little hair on it.

I copied what she was doing, and very quickly felt a rise in the feeling, and began to double over as if I was having the dry heaves while I grunted from the pleasure of my first orgasm. Very soon her legs stiffened and she said, 'ahhhh' as she felt her orgasm begin. I thanked her for helping me to come out of my sexual shell, as I was still feeling the glow of my first orgasm in my inner legs and abdomen. After that day, we enjoyed masturbating together and watching each other experience an orgasm whenever we had the chance.

From Clarissa
Ever since I was 5 or 6, I masturbated myself by rubbing my clitoral shaft back and forth. I enjoyed the sweet sex feeling in my clitoris so much, but I was never been able to climax unless my legs were tight together. At the moment that I mash them together I begin to feel the gradual rise of the sweetness until I finally feel it go up as far as it will go, and the orgasm overwhelms me.

When I was in my early teens, I masturbated with a friend that was like me - she could not climax unless she put her legs tight together, no matter how long she manipulated her clitoris. We would lay in my bed and watch each other masturbate, and describe how our bodies felt. When she wanted to feel an orgasm she would put her legs tight together and say, 'ahh, it's rising...getting stronger..almost there...all the way up..it feels so good...too sweet..' and then she couldn't talk anymore as the orgasm intensified, and it made her clench her teeth and squeal.

I still get horny when I recall how she looked and sounded as she felt the intense pleasure of her orgasm, as she is the only woman that I've ever watched experience a climax- and I will bring myself to orgasm as I recall her moaning out her climax as she lay in my bed next to me.

From Karen
When I was in college, I knew a girl from China who was studying here - she had been here about 6 months, and her husband had stayed behind in China. We would frequently watch TV on my big bed together - while we were doing that one night she told me how extremely horny she was from being separated from her husband. When I enquired, she said she had never masturbated, that it was quite frowned upon in her culture, and that in fact she had never had an orgasm. She was shocked when I told her I had masturbated since childhood and had even done it with my friends, and that we enjoyed seeing and hearing each other go through our orgasms.

I unzipped my jeans and pulled them around my knees and began to rub my clit wit