{"id":11539,"date":"2018-08-21T03:45:26","date_gmt":"2018-08-21T03:45:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.erotica-readers.com\/?p=11539"},"modified":"2019-12-15T14:07:56","modified_gmt":"2019-12-15T14:07:56","slug":"embracing-my-inner-pornographer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/erotica-readers.com\/blog\/2018\/08\/21\/embracing-my-inner-pornographer\/","title":{"rendered":"Embracing My Inner Pornographer"},"content":{"rendered":"

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I have to apologize. Through most of my life as Lisabet Sarai (which began in 1999 when I published the first edition of Raw Silk<\/em><\/strong><\/a>), I\u2019ve been something of an elitist snob. Despite having written a great many extremely filthy sex scenes, I\u2019ve always considered myself as an author of \u201cliterary erotica\u201d. If you\u2019d asked me what I meant by that label, I\u2019d have launched into a spirited explanation of how my work focused on \u201cthe experience of desire\u201d and the \u201cemotional and spiritual aspects of sexuality\u201d, not just on the physical acts involved. I would also have talked about how much I hate the stereotypes of porn, and how hard I\u2019ve tried to use original premises, perspectives and characters in my erotica. Finally, I\u2019d mention (maybe a bit shyly) the fact that I view style and craft to be at least as important in erotica as sexual heat.<\/span><\/p>\n

All of this is true. Nevertheless, if you listened closely, you might have detected a bit of defensiveness in my exposition. My work is not porn, reads the subtext. It\u2019s not obscene. It has redeeming artistic value. Sure, Amazon might be ready to throw me into the adult dungeon along with the authors of Gang-bang at the OK Corral<\/i> and Taking Daddy\u2019s Big Cock Up My Ass<\/i>, but my stories are different\u2014more thoughtful, nuanced and complex, less exploitative and nasty<\/span>. Better… or at least more socially acceptable.<\/p>\n

Bull turds.<\/span><\/p>\n

Nearly twenty years after coming out as an erotic writer, I\u2019m starting to realize that as far as the world is concerned, I\u2019m just as guilty of writing dirty stories as the author of Lezzie Virgins Violated by Extraterrestrial Octopi<\/i> or Stealing My Sister\u2019s Smelly Panties.<\/i> The richness of my descriptions, the depth of my characterization, the vividness with which I evoke my settings\u2014none of this changes the fact that, at the end of the day, I write what most people would call smut. Furthermore, my most dedicated fans read my stuff at least partly for the arousal, not because of its literary merit.<\/span><\/p>\n

In addition, I\u2019ve come to understand that my fears of being viewed as nothing more than a stroke author have held me back. There have been times, especially when I was aiming at a romance market, when I\u2019ve censored myself, turning down the heat or at least mitigating the rawness in my tales for fear of alienating my readers. My fear and my snobbishness combined to make my work less than genuine.<\/span><\/p>\n

Last year, I started to deliberately write stroke fiction. So far I\u2019ve published two novellas (Hot Brides in Vegas<\/i> <\/a><\/strong>and More Brides in Vegas<\/i><\/strong><\/a>) that are basically wall-to-wall, no-holds-barred, every-combination-and-position sex. While these books do have a plot and what I hope are appealing characters, my main goals are to entertain my readers and to get them hot and horny. I have no deeper message, aside from the general position that sex is tremendous fun and everyone should get as much as they want. <\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m working right now on the third volume of the series, Sin City Sweethearts<\/i>. It\u2019s both easier and harder than writing so-called literary erotica. On the one hand, I don\u2019t have to censor myself (much \u2013 I\u2019m so<\/i> tempted to introduce taboo elements like sister-sister incest into the current book, but I do want to avoid the dungeon if I can). On the other hand, it\u2019s sometimes a struggle to turn off my inner critic and just let my fantasies out onto the page. I really have to stop over-thinking things like narrative structure, balanced POV and the Aristotelian unities, because that just slows me down.<\/span><\/p>\n

Aside from the volume of the sex and the eager horniness of my characters, these porn books are actually less transgressive than some of my more literary work. There\u2019s some mild BDSM, but none of the edgy power exchange action that shows up in my earlier books. I don\u2019t know whether that will change as I continue to explore this corner of my imagination. Having opened this can of worms, I\u2019ll be interested to see what crawls out.<\/span><\/p>\n

One thing I\u2019d like to try is writing some futa fiction. I\u2019m also personally turned on by some incest scenarios, despite the official prohibition. There are other forbidden but titillating topics that call out to me. <\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know if I\u2019m brave enough to respond to those calls. I\u2019m afraid my existing fans would drop me in disgust. Obviously I could create a new pen name for the taboo stories, but I already find managing one pseudonymous identity takes more time and effort than I have available.<\/span><\/p>\n

Anyway, I\u2019ll have to see where my Muse leads me. She has a very dirty mind.<\/span><\/p>\n

Meanwhile I\u2019m forced to acknowledge that the boundary between erotica and porn is sufficiently subjective and fluid that it might not exist at all.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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